Friday, March 22, 2013

Stuffs that makes you forget about stuffs

Yoholo fellas.

So..

I've been through many situations.

So f****g hard moments.

Although I've forgotten about that moments......

........... sobs.... (/□\*)・゜

Well, this is because of the Rotten Fangirl's friendzone post, that hard moments came back to my memories. Damn you gurl, you're not supposed to do that. I'll fucking rape hit you reaaalllyy bad~

Oh right, back to the topic.

Her story was so much better than mine.

Mine was.. completely fucked up.

Her...."ex-crush"...... was just playing with her emotions with romantic words.

But mine?

My "ex-crush".....
He fucking played my fucking emotion with his fucking words AND his fucking body gestures.
He fucking toyed me!!!!!!!!!! (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ︵ ┻━┻ !!!!
And after that, he just tossed me off and date a fucking girl with no ease. And everytime he had a lovey-dovey moment with his bitch girlfriend, he'll post it on Twitter like anyone cares.
And I'm the one who cares.... ಠ_ಠ
And.. every time he sees me, he will give a "WTF" look to me and walks off talking with another girl.
He never talk to me like usual again. Don't see me every day like he used to, never greet me again.
Just... what the fuck dude. After all of the things that you have done to me... (ಠ益ಠ)

Well, there were days when his behavior to me are back like usual. He greeted me with a fun way, stole my juice and drink it with a flirty look, make fun of me.... \(//∇//)\

.....(ノД`)・゜・。
Damn, I cried when I remember that. Literally. When he did that things, I wanna scream "Welcome home, boy!" and hug him.

..............But, of course I couldn't do that (*´_ゝ`)

Because I'm a dumb coward.... (。┰ω┰。)

..................
But, thankfully, when I was really depressed because of that shits, God sent me an angel.
An unexpected angel.

And the angel is....
my senpai (senior).
The senpai I never really have a real proper conversation with before.

Really, you never understand what The Creator was thinking for your future.

There's a day when we have a small arguments... And the arguments lead into big arguments..
And, don't know why, that big arguments.. lead into a private conversation...

And now, we are good friends. (#/。\#)

What a twist, huh?

When I checked our chat history, my thought is just..

"How the fuck the past make a develop into this?"

And how this stuff make me completely forget about dat fucking assholes for days...

Thanks to him too, I found many interesting I won't ever think about. Music, anime, games.

Thanks for making me forget some stuffs, nyan-senpai. Have a safe trip and come back home safely tomorrow! ヽ(=^・ω・^=)丿


Now, time to watch Pewdiepie's videos!! ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ

Saturday, March 16, 2013

It's all about music

Hello guys.


Somehow that greeting reminds me about my ex-teacher.
He always greet his students with "Hello, guys" , "Morning, guys!" and anything added with "guys".

Guess he love guys.

.................


God my ex-teacher is a homo.

But he was a really nice guy and a fun teacher. Thanks God he quit being teacher not before I moved school. Hope you will get a boyfriend as soon as possible.


Out of topic, anyway.

The topic for this post is..... my music taste.

I have a WIDE musical taste. 

As wide as my love for you, babe 

NO.

It's okay, I don't have any lover ;) Don't lose your hopes, folks! #SHOT

Well, I enjoy any genres. You can give me pop, dance, techno, acoustic, jazz, rock, metal, classic or anything.
As long as the song sounds nice.

But if you are: 



punk rock listener

and



Vocaloid lover,

I WILL LOVE YOU TILL DEATH

What? What's Vocaloid? Google it, dumbass. I fucking tired explaining the definition of vocaloid to mainstream people like you.

Oh yeah, for now I'm into Chorus and Japanese-trance-pop 

Why?

First, the Chorus. 
Last week my friend was joining a youtube chorus competition, MBCB. When I was checking out the entries, there's one group that really caught my attention. Their genre is different, and their songs are sung by my favorite singers, Kokia and Akiko Shikata. I never thought that their songs would be covered by anyone, because their songs difficulty are EXTREME. You must be a really pro singer if you can cover their songs. But this group, Bacio Della Morte. God, they covered the songs with no ease. Insta-love, of course. And this week, I replayed their songs over and over again like a crazy fangirl. You must check out their covers. 

Next, the Japanese trance-pop. 
Days ago, my senior told me that he's a fan of Kz, one of my favorite vocaloid composers. He told me that Kz composed some songs for Macross 30 game. And he said that Kz did remix for Macross' songs, which is a new fact for me. I just know Kz as a very talented vocaloid-trance composer. So, when I listen to Kz's Macross remixes.... WHAM. Insta-love again. Just like when the first time I heard his "Last Night Good Night". The chills, the goosebumps. I feel like I fallen for Kz (again).

But these two genres are not my new love. I love that genres since long time ago, but now the feelings are back again.

And the new love is: POST-HARDCORE.

I've explained why I love post-hardcore in my first post.

Every time I hear post-hardcore songs, my mind would always like, "Wow i actually can listen to things like this" . It's like my love for post-hardcore is an accident that I never planned.

But post-hardcore is so much better than accident, y'know.

That's all I that I can say. Sorry for the ramblings.

Oh my, my yaoi-doujinshi downloads are finished. Time to read~

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Greetings from someone random

Ollo my lewd disciples.

Guess this is my first post.

My first babbling.

Okay.

I don't know what to say. Really. I have no idea.
My friends, Dumbass and The Fangirlin' Queen are the ones who suggest me to make me a blog.

And Gita is the one who suggest me to make a hentai blog.

...

But what can I do to make a hentai blog.......

#ForgetThatTopic

Actually they're more hentai and ecchi than me, but why they want me to make something hentai......... //cries
They always bullied me and say that I'm so pervert and stuff but really, there are moments that they're have more disgusting and scary things about sex toys more than adults knew.

So scary, isn't it.

Well, I admit that I have some perverted thoughts. And you think I'm sick because I admitted it.
But. I don't care your fuckin' rambles.
Because..



I don't care if you want to said that I'm a bitch or so, at least I'm not like some real bitches and whores that give their bodies to random douchebag guys.




My body is belong to my 2D guys and my beloved rockstars. 
And this is....


Actually my harem have more guys, but this will do.

And because of someone (2 person actually), now I love post-hardcore songs.
I never think that screaming guys that "AAARGRGAHHAGAARGGHH FUCK YOUUUU" would be sexy in my eyes. And my ears. Thanks God for blessed me so many sexy-voiced guys.
And thanks to these two, my voice-fetish widened into screamo.

Okay, that's all.
 Next time maybe I'll post something ecchi.


Maybe.

Hurhurhur.

~69'th Hokage.

 VII - Bacio Della Morte